im not ok

[lilpreppygirl8]

i was fine sooo happy being single and free and then i started to notice how happy everyone is when they have someone to hold their hand and to hug and to just care about them and i don't have anyone like that soo it kinda sux like yesterday at the movies i was surronded by couples and it just made me sad it was a good movie though! lol i know that i don't need a boyfriend but it would be a nice thing to have you know just to have someone that cares about u like Britt has Chris i mean i know they're going through a hard stage but she still has someone that cares about her and Kristy has Nate and im sooooo happy for them and then Kristen has J well kinda lol and me i have no one no one to hold my hand no one to tell me how pretty i look no one to say that they care i know im just complaining and it's not really a big deal cauz i'll find someone eventually right anyway it's almost my birthday finally lol Kimmy's was yesterday so if u see her and u haven't said it yet tell her happy belated birthday...i spent the whole weekend with Britt and we had sooo much fun god she's weird lol well i guess thats it for now bye bye Love, *Joelle*
P.S. I miss ya Jesse!!