pooped!!

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the last few days i have been concentrating on work and college which is extremely hard for me to adjust to by the way. anyway this weekend was really fun and relaxing at the sametime, i babysay and finished around midnight on saturday then went to a party. but i ve been doing alot of thinking lately and i ve realized that my friends have been the ones that have ever actually been there for me, and you know how everyone says no one will replace your family well guess what? critics are wrong, i realize this recently because my sister and her friend karla are still on this guilt trip mode, just in case your wondering why well it all began last weekend when i got extremely drunk and kissed two of my sisters which by the way made a move on me!!! anyway i was close to my siter before this or so i thought but now its really at a point where i seperate my foes even if it family from my friends, i hate feeling like shit because i do regret everything that happened that night. anyway my sis and her karla friend need to stop fuckin giving shit for what i regret!! but the only good thing about this is that one of the guys i shared a drunkin kiss with called me he actually memorized my number!! thats so sweet! so hope he calls and we get together im ready for some action, but most of all im ready for some nice romatic moments with someone.

i love you guys my friends arwe the best thing that ever happened to me!! muah*****