May 14, 2003 12:28
yesterday i went out with my friends to muholland drive and today i have an interview with botston market i hope i get the job because i wanna be independent so i can finally get away from my screwed up family. yesterday was one of the most fun nights ive had in a long time i flashed some guys which said my tits were awesome! i think im finally learning how to seperate the good from the bad, because all i wanna do right now it hang out with my friends because im young and i think i deserve to be selfish because ive beeen through alot of shit and its finally my time to be selfish and earn money and hang out with my friends and show off MY AWESOME TITS!! and write in my ljs with no periods and study and get my degrees!!! and show off my tits to everyone i see!! because im young and i want to be selfish!!!...in other news i havent heard from jon in 5 damn days im finally learning that avil lavigne was right why do relationships have to be so complicated? why does everyone have to make things so complicated? right now im not looking for complicated situations i mean right now i love being free and showing off my tits and doing all that stuff, im not looking for things to just complicate my way of thinking right now, you want something or you dont,ehhhhhhh im probably making this a bigger deal then it really is bla hblah blah tee hee