and whats this??.
yesterday i was about to shoot myself because i felt so incredibly bad for making steph work on the stupid porject all day, i would have killed myself. my day was pretty cool cause i went to lunch with my grandma margaret it was sooooo good but then she statrted talking about god and i was alittle turned off considereing the fact that i dont practice any religon. besides that im calling and finding out alot of stuff about san diego since im going soon (only for a weekend unfortunatly), today i found out that a shuttle can pick us (meaning me and a friend) up from the train station and take us to a motel near by which is great since i have no idea how to get around with out a car. im looking forward to getting out of the valley even if its just for a weekend. ill be great!! ;)