School...
I am actually sitting in the computor lab this very moment! I do not like Language Arts because it bores me so. I have nothing better to do so i write. I have nuthing to write so I complain, and I have little to complain about, so I becaome silent. I cant stay silent for long and so I talk. But again there is nuthing to talk about. We are supposed to be doing a program called "Type to Learn" to improve our typing skills. But I do not like type to learn.
I have dance tonight again, as usual! And we do the same thing everyweek. I do not want everyone to know our dances by heart. Well, any one that is not in them that is. We show the other classes often and although I do enjoy waht we call "Show Time" I gets old after awhile. Pretty soon our recital will be here. And Half of our dances are still incomplete. This sucks majorly. I used t enjor dancing all of the time! I hope to be an assistant next year. If I am not I will probably have to quit!
My parents and I fight often. They have decided they are not going to pay for my classes next year, because they hate me! They are a royal pain in my butt! They are getting on my last nerve! Yesterday I got in a fight with brad (my dad). I otld him that I didnt want him talking to me anymore because all we do is fight and argue. He got mad and said, Good You dont tlak to me at all! If you want something you had better ask Steph! Actually this was a relief! i cant stand talking to people who think that they are always write!
I do not like consieded people either. Yet someone without humor annoyes me to peices. I dont get along with me little sister either. She is six years old and yet her mother will belive her over me! And I am her step daughter. More times than not I get in trouble when my sister does something. Its pathetic. And pretty disturbing. Alexis could go tell her that the kitchen was on ire, and I did it, Steph would belive it. And then when I fight with Alexis get in trouble. I know that i am older and all, and Im supposed to be mature and what not but I cant stand her. By the ways the last time I said I couldnt stand her I got grounded. Yet Alexis who is six keep in mind and knows better not to say she hates people and knowing ling is bad, she still gets away with it.
My brother on the other hand is great! (Bradley)He is awsome. We get along fine and we barely ever fight. He always agrees with me and always tells the truth! Hes not a brat or a suck up! No wonder I get along with him great. lol... But then again anyone with a sister or brother as this problem. I'm just not sure why.
I dont live with my other brothers Skyler and Brendon. But they are ok. I wrestle and beat up Skyler all o the time, but he deserves it lol... Bredon on the otherhand is a sweety. He usually isnt a tattle tale. But sometimes he gets a little winier then mybe bradley would.
But back to the father subject. We have been fighting for years on out now. And it was never bad until aboutfour years ago when instead of my father and I gtting into arguments my Step mother and I where. Not many people belive a 10 year old when they say they are being beat. So I wasnt even going to try. Besides face it I was too scared. I still remember the first time she ever it me. I was about eight or nine and my sister Alexis had just been born. She was probably a few months old but she could walk or talk or n e thing like the sort. My favorite aunt Kerri came over and we were playing video games. Stpehanie had asked me to whatch alexis as she layed on the bed. I said ok. But since i was a one player game we both had decided that when one was playing then the other person would whatch alexis. My turn came up and so it was her turn to make sure she didnt fall off, but she didnt! ALexis fell right off my bed onto the florr and started crying. Stephanie yelled at me as loud as she could. I had tried to tell her though that kerri should have had ahol of her and it wasnt my fault. Remember I was only about 8 or 9. She took me in the bathroom and told me that I needed to know how it felt to fall and hit ur head on the floor. I had been leaning on the wall at the time and so she picked up my head and started hitting it into the wall. I started crying and ran into my room. I told kerri right away what had happened. From then on our she would hi me when I did somehting wrng. She even threw me on the floor and kicked me before. All of my friends had known but I asked them not to tell because I was scared that she would hurt me more. Worse yet my father didnt know that she had been hitting me. One day after Stephanie and I got into a fight and she hurt me I decided I had enough and told my dad. I was astonished to hear him tell me that I deserved it. And that from now on he owul hit me instead of her( not in so many words). Then Stpehanie and I got in another fight just intime for him to see, but I didnt relize that he had taken her side. So the first time she had ever tried to hit me in front of my dad i faught back! She went to go kick me and I lifted up me leg to block her and I kicked her instead. My dad literally came after me. He was gonna pund me ino small peices. lol... No one had ever belived me and no one ever will. So it doesnt matter any more because soon when can leave I will. And no matter how much they deny it they will miss me! I will move to a different state and begin my career. Besides Ottawa is not for me.
I have dance tonight again, as usual! And we do the same thing everyweek. I do not want everyone to know our dances by heart. Well, any one that is not in them that is. We show the other classes often and although I do enjoy waht we call "Show Time" I gets old after awhile. Pretty soon our recital will be here. And Half of our dances are still incomplete. This sucks majorly. I used t enjor dancing all of the time! I hope to be an assistant next year. If I am not I will probably have to quit!
My parents and I fight often. They have decided they are not going to pay for my classes next year, because they hate me! They are a royal pain in my butt! They are getting on my last nerve! Yesterday I got in a fight with brad (my dad). I otld him that I didnt want him talking to me anymore because all we do is fight and argue. He got mad and said, Good You dont tlak to me at all! If you want something you had better ask Steph! Actually this was a relief! i cant stand talking to people who think that they are always write!
I do not like consieded people either. Yet someone without humor annoyes me to peices. I dont get along with me little sister either. She is six years old and yet her mother will belive her over me! And I am her step daughter. More times than not I get in trouble when my sister does something. Its pathetic. And pretty disturbing. Alexis could go tell her that the kitchen was on ire, and I did it, Steph would belive it. And then when I fight with Alexis get in trouble. I know that i am older and all, and Im supposed to be mature and what not but I cant stand her. By the ways the last time I said I couldnt stand her I got grounded. Yet Alexis who is six keep in mind and knows better not to say she hates people and knowing ling is bad, she still gets away with it.
My brother on the other hand is great! (Bradley)He is awsome. We get along fine and we barely ever fight. He always agrees with me and always tells the truth! Hes not a brat or a suck up! No wonder I get along with him great. lol... But then again anyone with a sister or brother as this problem. I'm just not sure why.
I dont live with my other brothers Skyler and Brendon. But they are ok. I wrestle and beat up Skyler all o the time, but he deserves it lol... Bredon on the otherhand is a sweety. He usually isnt a tattle tale. But sometimes he gets a little winier then mybe bradley would.
But back to the father subject. We have been fighting for years on out now. And it was never bad until aboutfour years ago when instead of my father and I gtting into arguments my Step mother and I where. Not many people belive a 10 year old when they say they are being beat. So I wasnt even going to try. Besides face it I was too scared. I still remember the first time she ever it me. I was about eight or nine and my sister Alexis had just been born. She was probably a few months old but she could walk or talk or n e thing like the sort. My favorite aunt Kerri came over and we were playing video games. Stpehanie had asked me to whatch alexis as she layed on the bed. I said ok. But since i was a one player game we both had decided that when one was playing then the other person would whatch alexis. My turn came up and so it was her turn to make sure she didnt fall off, but she didnt! ALexis fell right off my bed onto the florr and started crying. Stephanie yelled at me as loud as she could. I had tried to tell her though that kerri should have had ahol of her and it wasnt my fault. Remember I was only about 8 or 9. She took me in the bathroom and told me that I needed to know how it felt to fall and hit ur head on the floor. I had been leaning on the wall at the time and so she picked up my head and started hitting it into the wall. I started crying and ran into my room. I told kerri right away what had happened. From then on our she would hi me when I did somehting wrng. She even threw me on the floor and kicked me before. All of my friends had known but I asked them not to tell because I was scared that she would hurt me more. Worse yet my father didnt know that she had been hitting me. One day after Stephanie and I got into a fight and she hurt me I decided I had enough and told my dad. I was astonished to hear him tell me that I deserved it. And that from now on he owul hit me instead of her( not in so many words). Then Stpehanie and I got in another fight just intime for him to see, but I didnt relize that he had taken her side. So the first time she had ever tried to hit me in front of my dad i faught back! She went to go kick me and I lifted up me leg to block her and I kicked her instead. My dad literally came after me. He was gonna pund me ino small peices. lol... No one had ever belived me and no one ever will. So it doesnt matter any more because soon when can leave I will. And no matter how much they deny it they will miss me! I will move to a different state and begin my career. Besides Ottawa is not for me.