i don't update as much anymore..
GOOD.
ummm hypocrites bug me an unbelievable amount.
i'm sick of people talking shit behind my back.
i really really am.
don't tell me you're my good friend unless you're willing to act like a good friend.
don't confront me about something before ASKING me about it first. don't assume.
people have been driving me crazy lately.
i just need a friend...a cold, yummy, alcoholic friend.
catie's entry made me think a bit...yea i don't like it all that much when i'm like "i wanna get outta here i hate this school", but i mean it. i don't have a very good excuse, like dealing with gossiping among the teachers or anything, but i don't feel like i belong at that school at all. i'm not good enough, i'm not holy enough, i'm not modest enough, i'm not nice enough, i'm not pure enough, i'm not smart enough. i'm sick of it. my friends there are mostly the boys. and like one girl. i can't deal with the gossiping among the students, young and old, the teachers and how none of them know how to teach, going to church every morning, getting lectured by a nigerian priest, the constant bitching coming from the principal. i really can't wait until may. i can't wait until i graduate, leave the school, and leave some of those people behind foreverrrr.
sooo how have you all been doing?
ummm hypocrites bug me an unbelievable amount.
i'm sick of people talking shit behind my back.
i really really am.
don't tell me you're my good friend unless you're willing to act like a good friend.
don't confront me about something before ASKING me about it first. don't assume.
people have been driving me crazy lately.
i just need a friend...a cold, yummy, alcoholic friend.
catie's entry made me think a bit...yea i don't like it all that much when i'm like "i wanna get outta here i hate this school", but i mean it. i don't have a very good excuse, like dealing with gossiping among the teachers or anything, but i don't feel like i belong at that school at all. i'm not good enough, i'm not holy enough, i'm not modest enough, i'm not nice enough, i'm not pure enough, i'm not smart enough. i'm sick of it. my friends there are mostly the boys. and like one girl. i can't deal with the gossiping among the students, young and old, the teachers and how none of them know how to teach, going to church every morning, getting lectured by a nigerian priest, the constant bitching coming from the principal. i really can't wait until may. i can't wait until i graduate, leave the school, and leave some of those people behind foreverrrr.
sooo how have you all been doing?