Oct 26, 2005 15:45
home sick for 2 days.
ummm haven't been good lately...not at all.
i've actually been really really bad.
but hey, life must go on.
he doesn't believe me when i tell him i won't get dItsy anymore. the thing is though, this time i really mean it. i've been pissing off my friends and i've been pissing off the guy i care most about. umm i basically fucked up my chances. i regret that night enough, and now i have this on top of it. i've been beating myself up for it and i hate myself for it.
eh, what can ya do?