back and forth
penduluum
find your momentum and pick a direction for a while
shifting back and forth between wanting to proclaim an honest try and call it quits with the girl, bow out and admit defeat, maybe this is just a rebound but relationships take work, and its not horrible, in fact sometimes its quite great but not always, its never been so sweet and sour, im learning and growing, there is space, sometimes maybe even too much, we see one another often enough but we dont always commuinicate. whatever, it'll work itself out
last night my mom called for no reason other than to say hello? told me she loved me, hard not to be a skeptic. is she bored? everything ok? different drugs? guilt? does she know how angry i still am and how it makes it hard to sift and sort when she throws a curve ball
projecting left and right
im not happy
wanting bad to come out
from the depths somewhere deep down there is courage... ive got to find it
find your momentum and pick a direction for a while
shifting back and forth between wanting to proclaim an honest try and call it quits with the girl, bow out and admit defeat, maybe this is just a rebound but relationships take work, and its not horrible, in fact sometimes its quite great but not always, its never been so sweet and sour, im learning and growing, there is space, sometimes maybe even too much, we see one another often enough but we dont always commuinicate. whatever, it'll work itself out
last night my mom called for no reason other than to say hello? told me she loved me, hard not to be a skeptic. is she bored? everything ok? different drugs? guilt? does she know how angry i still am and how it makes it hard to sift and sort when she throws a curve ball
projecting left and right
im not happy
wanting bad to come out
from the depths somewhere deep down there is courage... ive got to find it