Mar 05, 2005 02:35
so im kinda bored... i should go to sleep but oh well.... so im home.... i guess its nice... i dont know... its werid... i think ive gotten use to CMU and everyone there.... now home is like blah... im happy for my car lol!!!... i intend to drive it later on today... assuming i get some sleep first lol
my mother is the same... no change unforunately... my bro the same way.... but he got taller and his voice is deeper... how odd... he is gettin old!!!... lol... my dad isnt coming till next week... boo to him... no that he isnt here now... but that he is coming to weekend i want to hang out with my friends...
i feel so awful.. in all honesty i much rather hang out with my friends instead of my family... they dont do nething... i dontwanna just sit in the house... and stare at all of them... bahumbug.... but i feel bad... they really wanted to see me... and they do... it just i need freedom.. just a little... without feeling like shit.... oh well... watever
the week seems planned out... a little
mon and tues are business days... have to get alot of crap done
wed chill with TUS girls!
dunno know bout rest of week... the weekend i guess i have to chill wiht my dad... and still do nothing... baaa... its time to go back to CMU
watever
im not 5 im 18
i intend to conquer this problem... watch me
it will take a while... but i will... its time to start steppin up.... that means my car and I r gonna be come best freinds.... espeically this summer... ummmm...
i wish i had more courage...