Aug 23, 2005 11:41
not alot has been goin on lately..
really.
I met a boy his names Jamie..hes pretty cool, hangin out with him makes me happy and it keeps me sane.
i like hangin out with him and chillin with him and everything its awesome. i dunno hes a good friendadn just seems liek hed be sumone to be ther for me...
the past few days been rough
me and joe went to tennesse to get his baby and that was interesting im just glad shes home. i love that baby more than anything. i just want her to have a happy life
i dunno right now..im pretty content with my life. it sjust kinda confusing at times.
i wanna meet people and make friends again and start going out and doing things
school starts tomorro. thats kinda cool..kinda nervous but itll be alright
Steve and Me aarent really talkin a gain...that usually happens all the time, but whatever if his friends wanna talk shitabout me and that makes him quit talkin to me its all good..but i dunno i wish things werent like this i wish things were diffrent
i wish alot of things were different actually i wish taht when ppl broke up they didnt wanna kill themselves i wish tath everyone could just be happy..i wish i lived in like the olden days cuz everything just seems soo much better and things were alot differnt but i dont know whatever
Yesterday i hung out with amber and justin we went to the skewl to see wher my classes were at and whatnot that was fun times and tehn we otok justin home and me and amber went to her house and ordered sum pizza and we just chilled around there and then i had to go to work
after work i went to jamies fer a while. and we just chilleda nd all that
and then i came home and went to bed i was supposed to be goin out with justin but hew as bein a psusy cuz hew as too tired lol
this mornin i gave jamie a ride to work cuz im sweet like that..
I got this whole weekeend off work cuz i was sposed to be goin campin with Joe and his fam but tahts not happenin any more
i dunno thats about it for now i got alot on my mind but it all probably shouldnt be updated here.