i do. but the sad thing about all the things you said is that their barely fixable, as horrible as that sounds. honestly, if you think long and hard about it, no ones really friends like they used to be. everyone got seperated into a seperate group and almost every group hates the other one. by what i remember, i remember it being chris brandon me you kt jeff kim steve and all those people, but now its all dead like me off in one place (plus milo and jc) and jeff and whoever he hangs out with, and everyone else left over just kinda got lost in their own crowd.
their are a lot of times where i think about this also, but its like putting a single bandaid over a broken limb,it doesnt fix everything. so really i just dealt with the fact that everything changed since then, and i just try to put my part in all the groups as much as i can.
theres nothin much i can really say sweetie ♥. but i do agree that i miss those days a lot. and i would love if i could fix it, but i dont think two little people such as ourselves have that power. i love you.
I think if we really tried hard enough we could. I would have to try harder and I just don't have that kind of will power anymore. I turned into a weak piece of shit that basicly doesn't care about anything anymore. Because everytime I care for something it blows up at me. So I just stopped caring about alot. I do miss those people and I also admit I don't try to make it better though also because I have a feeling if I even do make it better it won't last. Soo... I just can't. The only people I hang out with are like Jordan and Stephanie. Stephanie because I've been hanging out with almost everyday for the past almost 3 months. and Jordan because he's amazing. and then every once in a while I trow a few people in.
their are a lot of times where i think about this also, but its like putting a single bandaid over a broken limb,it doesnt fix everything. so really i just dealt with the fact that everything changed since then, and i just try to put my part in all the groups as much as i can.
theres nothin much i can really say sweetie ♥. but i do agree that i miss those days a lot. and i would love if i could fix it, but i dont think two little people such as ourselves have that power. i love you.
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I would have to try harder and I just don't have that kind of will power anymore.
I turned into a weak piece of shit that basicly doesn't care about anything anymore.
Because everytime I care for something it blows up at me.
So I just stopped caring about alot.
I do miss those people and I also admit I don't try to make it better though also because I have a feeling if I even do make it better it won't last.
Soo... I just can't.
The only people I hang out with are like Jordan and Stephanie.
Stephanie because I've been hanging out with almost everyday for the past almost 3 months.
and Jordan because he's amazing.
and then every once in a while I trow a few people in.
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