Admissions
I finally admitted today what it is that is causing my funk. Changing my habits as my mom suggested might help. Weight loss, house cleaning and weed pulling might help, but none will make the reason go away. I'm scared. That's all there is to it.
I want to go back to pretending it doesn't exist. I want to be obliviously happy. *sigh* Not gonna happen...
Yes, I am taking my medication. I can honestly say I would be a bigger basket case if I weren't.