And behind Door Number Three...
I've been staring at this blank page and watching the news for an hour now. Unanswerable questions flying through my head at almost unrecognizable speeds. What am I trying to say here tonight? What do I need to get off my chest? More questions flash past too fast to see. Feelings are whirling around the questions. Do I want to tell you about this ( Read more... )
Er...
I think part of your issue is that the emotional part of your brain is making decisions the more logical, cognitive part is going "WTF?" over and you haven't quite figured out why the emotional part of your brain is making these decisions...
...although, my bet is that the scent issue, the orgasm issue, and the level of emotional comfort you have around this guy are major factors. Somehow, this combination of traits has your emotional brain really happy and ignoring the logical parts.
I mean the parentheses...
...that's your cognitive bits using logic. The rest... is your cognitive bits trying to observe what you feel and apply logic to it...
...and fail--badly--at it.
Hmmm...
I would wonder--if you do remember--if you've dreamed about this much and what happened.
Then again, I also wonder if he's got similar dilemma...
...I mean, the staying away part, ignoring, but putting up with/seeking out some of what you talked about...
...sounds like a guy pulled in two ways too.
Hmmm...
And I don't see you as a particularly "sad, selfish, childish little creature". I just see you as someone who wants to be happy, get things right, and feel sure. The wanting is normal, the use of the "choir" as a validator when you are in conflict...
...that's common, just maybe not as directly.
*smirk*
Good luck, eh?
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