happy time?
So I thought Turkey day was supposed to be happy! My family forced my 89 year old Grandmother to come to the family dinner! When I went to go pick her grandmother up from her assisted living home and before we left I had to help her to the bathroom and get the nurse to come change her diaper. The thing is I also has to complete re dress her because she had food all over her current miss buttoned outfit. through all of this I told her who I was continually but she still was determined I was one of her "sweet nurses!" yep she was having such an off day that she had no idea who I was. She looked into her mirror before we left and told me to "look at all the snow coming down, look through my window" she nearly fell when I got her into her wheel chair, and then again when I moved her from the wheel chair to the car. by the time we got her to my aunts I was furious with my mother and aunt that they made her come. there reasoning was that they felt guilty!! in my book it was cruel torture that they were doing...
Well when we got into the house I ran into the back room and cried, my cousins wanted to know what was wrong and I told them why I though this was cruel....
right before leaving my aunt yelled at me for upsetting my 28 year old cousin over this!
So it really no longer is my imagination, they really don't give a damn about how I feel!!!
wanna adopt me??
I was excited before about going home from this hell hole, and now I am actually happy for being back!
I'm Fucked up!
Well when we got into the house I ran into the back room and cried, my cousins wanted to know what was wrong and I told them why I though this was cruel....
right before leaving my aunt yelled at me for upsetting my 28 year old cousin over this!
So it really no longer is my imagination, they really don't give a damn about how I feel!!!
wanna adopt me??
I was excited before about going home from this hell hole, and now I am actually happy for being back!
I'm Fucked up!