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well it seems that the only time that i write in this thing is when im upset...my gram is sick and in the hospital..i went and saw her today she had heart failure and pnemonia.. shes doing okay but its just scary cause shes what holds our family together so its just scary seeing her sick.
Vacation is over now... nothing really went on i hung out with rachel twice.. and i went to wreslting practice and worked and thats just about all. saturday was all states...Na did okay only 3 pplfrom north andover placed which isnt that bad. after that i went to the 99 with josh and larry then i went to rachels and hung out with steph and michelle which was fun since i havnt seen them in awhile sunday i wokee up and went to work and then went and saw hitch it was a cutee movie.
Monday was Pats birthday!!:) jenny and alisa decorated the fence! after work Pat Chole Gia Alisa Jenny and me all went to the 9's to celebrate pats bday!..it was a good time! i was deff glad i went!
Now im just sitting here on our snow day doing nothing which isnt all that suprising seeing that i have no life..
Firsts:
First best friend: allison gagne
First real memory of something: cookouts at my grams
First car: dont have one yet
First date: never been on a "date"
First real kiss: 7th
First break-up: i dunno
First job: star market
First screen name: panda sumthing...
First funeral: my cousins
First pets: romio and juliet(birds)
First piercing/tattoo: i got my first holes when i was like 6 months my second holes when i was in the 6th grade..my carltige summer going into this year..belly button november of this yea..and tattoo november of this year i think..
First credit card: dont have one yet
First true love: i dunno if it was love..?
First enemy: stephhy but u know i love u now!
First big trip: never really had a big trrip
Last true love: i guess brian
Last kiss: who knows...
Last good cry: a couple days ago
Last library book checked out: no ideaa
Last movie seen: hitch
Last beverage drank: rootbeer
Last food consumed: tater tot
Last crush: ?????
Last phone call: eric
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: navy blue sneakers
Last cd played: metallica
Last item bought: i honestly dont remember
Last annoyance: i honestly am not allowed to say which is pathetic
Last soda drank: rootbeer
Last time wanting to die: i dont want to die
Last time scolded: i dont get scolded
Last website visited: this one
Finish:
[i am] bored
[i think] im too fat
[i know] im into deep
[i want] more than i can have
[i have] to work tomorrow
[i wish] ppl didnt lie to me
[i miss] raasm
[i fear] squirrels
[i hear] aerosmith
[i search]for the truth
[i regret] a lot of things
[i love] my family and my friends
[i care] about him
[i always] work
[i am not] happy
[i dance] with mariee
[i cry] when im sad.
[i do not always] like who i am
[i fight] with bitches
[i write] in my journal
[i lose] my mind!
[i'm confused about] once again im not allowd to say
[i listen] noone.
[i can usually be found] alone.
Vacation is over now... nothing really went on i hung out with rachel twice.. and i went to wreslting practice and worked and thats just about all. saturday was all states...Na did okay only 3 pplfrom north andover placed which isnt that bad. after that i went to the 99 with josh and larry then i went to rachels and hung out with steph and michelle which was fun since i havnt seen them in awhile sunday i wokee up and went to work and then went and saw hitch it was a cutee movie.
Monday was Pats birthday!!:) jenny and alisa decorated the fence! after work Pat Chole Gia Alisa Jenny and me all went to the 9's to celebrate pats bday!..it was a good time! i was deff glad i went!
Now im just sitting here on our snow day doing nothing which isnt all that suprising seeing that i have no life..
Firsts:
First best friend: allison gagne
First real memory of something: cookouts at my grams
First car: dont have one yet
First date: never been on a "date"
First real kiss: 7th
First break-up: i dunno
First job: star market
First screen name: panda sumthing...
First funeral: my cousins
First pets: romio and juliet(birds)
First piercing/tattoo: i got my first holes when i was like 6 months my second holes when i was in the 6th grade..my carltige summer going into this year..belly button november of this yea..and tattoo november of this year i think..
First credit card: dont have one yet
First true love: i dunno if it was love..?
First enemy: stephhy but u know i love u now!
First big trip: never really had a big trrip
Last true love: i guess brian
Last kiss: who knows...
Last good cry: a couple days ago
Last library book checked out: no ideaa
Last movie seen: hitch
Last beverage drank: rootbeer
Last food consumed: tater tot
Last crush: ?????
Last phone call: eric
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: navy blue sneakers
Last cd played: metallica
Last item bought: i honestly dont remember
Last annoyance: i honestly am not allowed to say which is pathetic
Last soda drank: rootbeer
Last time wanting to die: i dont want to die
Last time scolded: i dont get scolded
Last website visited: this one
Finish:
[i am] bored
[i think] im too fat
[i know] im into deep
[i want] more than i can have
[i have] to work tomorrow
[i wish] ppl didnt lie to me
[i miss] raasm
[i fear] squirrels
[i hear] aerosmith
[i search]for the truth
[i regret] a lot of things
[i love] my family and my friends
[i care] about him
[i always] work
[i am not] happy
[i dance] with mariee
[i cry] when im sad.
[i do not always] like who i am
[i fight] with bitches
[i write] in my journal
[i lose] my mind!
[i'm confused about] once again im not allowd to say
[i listen] noone.
[i can usually be found] alone.