It's almost only a week left!!!
Still haven't responded to the other guy. I know I'd feel guilty if I let him come all the way up here just to hang out as friends, which I have a sneaking suspicion isn't the case here. And I'd feel guilty if I went on a date, 'cause I do like someone else right now and I kinda want to let that go where it will. I'm hoping things work well with the guy I am interested in. It seems like he's interested, but I don't know how to explain that I don't want random hookups, I'd like to date, because it seems he'd rather just hookup. He even said something adorable Thursday night/Friday morning when we were chatting over AIM, although it makes me feel like he does just want to hookup. Actually, he's said several cute flirty-like things. :) After the crap I've been through just jumping into things, I want a real dating experience, really getting to know another person before calling it a relationship. I jump too quick, and it just leads to trouble. And I don't want to have to do long distance, at least, not until really having gotten to know the guy. So, after that long and ramblyness, I still don't know what to do. I just don't think i want to add another guy into the situation, that's what happened with Jamie, and I probably completely screwed things up with Kenny, dating-wise, by doing that. It was bitchy of me, and I screwed up what could have been a good thing.
*sigh* I guess I'll have to wait and see how everything goes. In two and a half hours, it will only be a week til I get to be back at Albright, and can do more than just chat over AIM with the guy that I like. There will be plenty of opportunities to see him there, and maybe chances for actual flirting. :)
In other news, I'm not going home Sunday night like I thought I would. My family is being complete douches, and I don't want to see or talk to them. If I didn't need a couple more things from my room, I wouldn't even bother going up there. I'm going to leave here real early Monday morning, go to my appointment, get the things I need, and get back up here. I don't think I need the Best Buy trip, but maybe I'll go just in case, to have this thing looked at. The space bar seems to have fixed itself, but I think I might want to make sure. Maybe they'll clean under the keyboard a little for me too. I don't think I want to know what's living under there, since my original plan of no eating or drinking around the computer didn't happen. Oops
I think that is all for now...
*sigh* I guess I'll have to wait and see how everything goes. In two and a half hours, it will only be a week til I get to be back at Albright, and can do more than just chat over AIM with the guy that I like. There will be plenty of opportunities to see him there, and maybe chances for actual flirting. :)
In other news, I'm not going home Sunday night like I thought I would. My family is being complete douches, and I don't want to see or talk to them. If I didn't need a couple more things from my room, I wouldn't even bother going up there. I'm going to leave here real early Monday morning, go to my appointment, get the things I need, and get back up here. I don't think I need the Best Buy trip, but maybe I'll go just in case, to have this thing looked at. The space bar seems to have fixed itself, but I think I might want to make sure. Maybe they'll clean under the keyboard a little for me too. I don't think I want to know what's living under there, since my original plan of no eating or drinking around the computer didn't happen. Oops
I think that is all for now...