I hate dreams...
So, I tend to have the weirdest and freakiest dreams, and the really fun part is that they like to repeat themselves, as well as being extremely vivid. Ugh.
Last night, I didn't remember any of my dreams, but after Phil left this morning, I went to sleep and kinda wish I had just gotten my ass out of bed, because I had the worst dream EVER.
I'm not sure how this one started, but somehow I found out that Phil was dead. I met up with his parents and I couldn't stop crying.
While I waited for a chance to see his body by myself, his mom and I talked a bit and I told her how hard this was, remembering last year's deaths at my HS and knowing the hell one of the guys' girlfriend had gone through.
For some odd reason, my computer and Phil's dad's computer were there, and I wanted to print off something to put in the casket, but my computer didn't have a printer, so his dad was going to hack through my computer using the Sims.
And then I got to go see him, but for some reason, there was a priest there preaching, so I slunk through the pews to hide in the back (I had come in behind the priest) to wait until he was done.
When I finally got to go up to the casket, I just started bawling.
I got a knife from somewhere and I didn't quite get to that point, but I was apparently going to kill myself.
The SUPER FREAKY thing about this one is that I woke up with my face wet because I had actually been crying while the dream was going on. And I looked to my side and was scared for a second because Phil wasn't in my bed anymore, but that was only because he was down in his room.
I pretty much tackled him when he came upstairs before class, because the dream really shook me up. I think it's due to the end of the year and being afraid of being separated from him all summer long.
The other dream was pretty freaky too.
This one was kind of a dream within a dream.
My sister's baby was sick and worried, I texted Phil, of all people to get help. When that didn't work, for some reason, we started going to CVS on foot. But the weather was crazy. It was snowing a bit, raining ice, and there was complete chaos in the streets.
When we got to CVS, we started randomly shopping, seemingly forgetting about the baby. After a little while, we moved to check out, and a huge window smashed, apparently by itself. We were really freaked out, so we headed to this other store-like place that had rooms for people to stay in.
They were charging over $200 dollars a room, but my sister showed her ID card from Brodart (where she actually works) and the guy only charged us $21.something.
That's where the dream itself seems to stop, BUT it restarts itself, minus the baby part. It appears that the first dream was actually one my dream self had, and it was predicting future events, because everything happened the same, we went into CVS, and I warned them that the glass was going to explode when we went towards the checkout, but no one believed me.
When the glass did explode, we got out of there and the "dream" continued like the first one.
Really freaky shit. The freaky part of this one is that most of it is one of my fun dreams that repeats itself.
Last night, I didn't remember any of my dreams, but after Phil left this morning, I went to sleep and kinda wish I had just gotten my ass out of bed, because I had the worst dream EVER.
I'm not sure how this one started, but somehow I found out that Phil was dead. I met up with his parents and I couldn't stop crying.
While I waited for a chance to see his body by myself, his mom and I talked a bit and I told her how hard this was, remembering last year's deaths at my HS and knowing the hell one of the guys' girlfriend had gone through.
For some odd reason, my computer and Phil's dad's computer were there, and I wanted to print off something to put in the casket, but my computer didn't have a printer, so his dad was going to hack through my computer using the Sims.
And then I got to go see him, but for some reason, there was a priest there preaching, so I slunk through the pews to hide in the back (I had come in behind the priest) to wait until he was done.
When I finally got to go up to the casket, I just started bawling.
I got a knife from somewhere and I didn't quite get to that point, but I was apparently going to kill myself.
The SUPER FREAKY thing about this one is that I woke up with my face wet because I had actually been crying while the dream was going on. And I looked to my side and was scared for a second because Phil wasn't in my bed anymore, but that was only because he was down in his room.
I pretty much tackled him when he came upstairs before class, because the dream really shook me up. I think it's due to the end of the year and being afraid of being separated from him all summer long.
The other dream was pretty freaky too.
This one was kind of a dream within a dream.
My sister's baby was sick and worried, I texted Phil, of all people to get help. When that didn't work, for some reason, we started going to CVS on foot. But the weather was crazy. It was snowing a bit, raining ice, and there was complete chaos in the streets.
When we got to CVS, we started randomly shopping, seemingly forgetting about the baby. After a little while, we moved to check out, and a huge window smashed, apparently by itself. We were really freaked out, so we headed to this other store-like place that had rooms for people to stay in.
They were charging over $200 dollars a room, but my sister showed her ID card from Brodart (where she actually works) and the guy only charged us $21.something.
That's where the dream itself seems to stop, BUT it restarts itself, minus the baby part. It appears that the first dream was actually one my dream self had, and it was predicting future events, because everything happened the same, we went into CVS, and I warned them that the glass was going to explode when we went towards the checkout, but no one believed me.
When the glass did explode, we got out of there and the "dream" continued like the first one.
Really freaky shit. The freaky part of this one is that most of it is one of my fun dreams that repeats itself.