I'm so tired...
I am so tired of all this fucking bullshit.
Today was without a doubt one of the worst days I've ever had here at Albright, even including the very beginning, when I was trying to find a group of friends. I have felt like I'm on the verge of crying all day, mostly because of feeling like my friends aren't really my friends. I've felt like crap all week and I don't know why, and what Jenn said...
The only person I might actually be able to talk to is gone this weekend, and this is the sort of stuff that I won't talk to anyone about. I just want to scream and cry and get it all out, but I know that won't help if I have people lying to me about how they really feel about being friends with me.
I just want this weekend to be over, and maybe tomorrow will be better.
Today was without a doubt one of the worst days I've ever had here at Albright, even including the very beginning, when I was trying to find a group of friends. I have felt like I'm on the verge of crying all day, mostly because of feeling like my friends aren't really my friends. I've felt like crap all week and I don't know why, and what Jenn said...
The only person I might actually be able to talk to is gone this weekend, and this is the sort of stuff that I won't talk to anyone about. I just want to scream and cry and get it all out, but I know that won't help if I have people lying to me about how they really feel about being friends with me.
I just want this weekend to be over, and maybe tomorrow will be better.