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Been working out a lot more..I'm quite proud of myself. =) Been actually keepin busy since last Saturday...time flies by when you're doin something. Been getting more in touch w/my friends whom I miss and love very much so. Specially my girl friends..I forgot how nice it was to have them...For awhile all I did was talk to guys..surprisingly since I feel so hateful towards them. Due to a recent incident that feeling was awakened as much as I had it before. It seems when I become less defenseful I get hurt again. Super. Anyways..summer's been fun. Hung out w/Ysabel for the past 2 days..had a pretty eventful night at her house b/c of our energy... "Masquerade" " Ysarito!! Samwich! Smooosh!" haha good times..then she came over to my house and our energy was dulled dowm. Prolly from being so hyper the night before...hung out w/Laura and went to the Y also. A few days ago I went to the beach w/Anna which was lots of fun. =) It was a B-E-AUTIFUL! We left pretty late too and got there around noon..didn't figure it would stay nice for long but suprisingly it did. I ♥ the beach. well I'm gonna go..
..I'm kinda sad about this one thing. Oh well. I feel like the bad guy although I KNOW I'm doing the right thing..it sucks balls..and I hate it. Actually it's okay because it's all about me people.... DUH. Always has been. I'm just self-absorbed like that..apparently.
but other than that..it's all good. =)
♥Sammie