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i cant wait to be done with this transition year. i want to be gone. i have done my time here in westchester county. the land of the 5 dollar gas, black, grey and white cars, 10 year olds with coach purses and highlighted hair, bitch moms. the land of the small and over priced apartments, no country on the radio, fake ppl.
i'm just done.
i want to go to boston with johnny. where i have one real friend. we will fight, but we will make up and get drunk. where i will have a purpose again. i mean i have a purpose now, but its all....its all up to me. i'm still in young, i should have ppl telling me what to do. purchase is a shit hole. i hate it. and its cold. but i'm not going to be able to avoid that. the cold i mean.
i miss julian. but i'm doing ok. time will tell.
i just want to go to school again.
i'm just done.
i want to go to boston with johnny. where i have one real friend. we will fight, but we will make up and get drunk. where i will have a purpose again. i mean i have a purpose now, but its all....its all up to me. i'm still in young, i should have ppl telling me what to do. purchase is a shit hole. i hate it. and its cold. but i'm not going to be able to avoid that. the cold i mean.
i miss julian. but i'm doing ok. time will tell.
i just want to go to school again.