Mood Swings
so it's like 7:30 and I just got home from work and no one was home and I have no idea where they are... eh oh well I like the quiet... but yeah so today was the last day of school before break and I'm really glad it's vacation I need the sleep and the time away from everyone... no offense to some people but man I just need to get away and have some fun... I've been so down lately and I don't like it... I've been having awful mood swings too and it's horrible... Basically all I feel like doing is crying and sleeping... I guess maybe it has to do with the holidays and crap I mean I know you are supposed to be happy around this time of year but I've been the opposite... I'm stressed and lonely... I went to the movies with dayna chris and chris's friend chris (haha confusing) and it was okay but it could have been better.... but just being around guys like that really makes me miss the good ol' days when I had some flirtatious affection... I seriously feel like just grabbing a random guy off the street and bangin' him... lol jk but I do seriously need some lovin'... I mean gosh I have needs ya know... i could use some huggin' and kissin' oh and man my back is absolutly killin me and my right foot is being weird and it sort of hurts.... I'm just so sleepy I'm basically falling asleep at the keyboard so I'm going to go grab some more of my italian bread and lay down until the family get's back...