EeEeEeEeE!!!
Hmmm i think my relationship has reached the ultimate low... i got cursed out for wanting to go out to dinner on my birthday. I kno our financial situation isnt the best one rite now, i just didnt think spending $15 max on dinner for my birthday was that serious. I knew us not fiting for a week was too good to be true. W/E ... ive been pretty mean n annoying towards him lately. I'm just mad that he would make such a big deal about me going out on my birthday its not like i go out to expensive dinners every day or even every weekend. Worst part of all is... i didnt even go anywhere. The restaurant was closed.
He was acting all cold towards me y-day. He didnt even wanna say I Love You. Like it's my birthday, I knew he couldnt get me anything , I knew he couldnt come up, I didn't care the only thing that i wanted from him was for him to show his love to me and make me feel special. He didnt wanna talk to me the whole day. He was being short n curt n rude. At least show some appreciation for me... on my birthday. I dont kno.
I'm so upset... I cried myself to sleep. I dont kno if he believes me or cares. He said its just one fucking day... u wont even remember ur birthday tomorrow. HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY. :-( Hows that supposed to make me feel?
I didnt go to sleep till like 4am... woke up at 11am to work on PHI work... im so tired.
I signed the lease for my apt for fall. Hopefully everything goes thru like its supposed to. And we'll have a new adobe. I hope things get better. i need them to for the sake of our sanity.
I think I'm gonna go take a nap