it shoulda rained today
why didn't it rain today? it was cloudy, humid and so gosh darn windy I was sure it was agonna pour. but alas, it did not. damn it. maybe if it had, today could have been saved.
had a pretty crappy day today. spent science class trying to set someone up with someone else who I think might have a crush on me, which made the whole thing rather akward. I fell asleep in tech yet still managed to type 85 words per minute. not really sure how I pulled that off, but whatever. art was allright even though I forgot my scetchbook at home. then spanish was way boring. I had cramps all day and a headache to make it worse. and on top of that, I puked up my guts and the entire contents of my lunch after x- country practice. what a way to make my day worse.
today, I had a chance to examine my life: I am a 5 foot tall overachiever with no social life, no boyfriend, way too many responsibilities, a crap load of extra curricular activities, majorly overly strict parents, a clogged schedule and not much to show for it. what am I killing myself for???
also, i apparently really offended the eight year old in my freshman class because i thought she was ten and wasn't sure what grade she was in. im sorry for not knowing her biography, i was just trying to be polite!!! I didn't think she would be so sensitive about me asking, but now I know just to keep my mouth shut and not speak at all. so sue me for not always saying the perfect thing to everyone, I'm trying my hardest. I can't always say the exactly right thing to everyone, Ok? esspecially people I don't know. But, I'm doing my best so everyone just lay off my imperfections for a while. I have a billion other much more important things to worry about, I can't keep juggling my life like this, trying to make everyone else happy. that wasn't the only person I pissed off today,actually there were quite a few, so I just want to crawl into my own little corner of the universe and hide there until I'm socially acceptable
had a pretty crappy day today. spent science class trying to set someone up with someone else who I think might have a crush on me, which made the whole thing rather akward. I fell asleep in tech yet still managed to type 85 words per minute. not really sure how I pulled that off, but whatever. art was allright even though I forgot my scetchbook at home. then spanish was way boring. I had cramps all day and a headache to make it worse. and on top of that, I puked up my guts and the entire contents of my lunch after x- country practice. what a way to make my day worse.
today, I had a chance to examine my life: I am a 5 foot tall overachiever with no social life, no boyfriend, way too many responsibilities, a crap load of extra curricular activities, majorly overly strict parents, a clogged schedule and not much to show for it. what am I killing myself for???
also, i apparently really offended the eight year old in my freshman class because i thought she was ten and wasn't sure what grade she was in. im sorry for not knowing her biography, i was just trying to be polite!!! I didn't think she would be so sensitive about me asking, but now I know just to keep my mouth shut and not speak at all. so sue me for not always saying the perfect thing to everyone, I'm trying my hardest. I can't always say the exactly right thing to everyone, Ok? esspecially people I don't know. But, I'm doing my best so everyone just lay off my imperfections for a while. I have a billion other much more important things to worry about, I can't keep juggling my life like this, trying to make everyone else happy. that wasn't the only person I pissed off today,actually there were quite a few, so I just want to crawl into my own little corner of the universe and hide there until I'm socially acceptable