sooo
I wish I was more focused on the things I love doing like I was at one point in my life.......
Ive been a idiot and let alcohol and drugs take over my life the last years and im still at the same spot where I was then maybe just a little dumber now ha.
I really have always had a big thing for my music and photography since I was in high school and that was a million years ago and i thought for sure by my age now i would have acomplished something a little decent.
Ive been really sick this last year and have been in the hospital so many times i cant count now from drinking and drugs and i would think i would learn my leason and I feel like im getting closer to learning it.
The last couple days ive been trying very hard to stay away from anything bad im doing good so far. My parents are really upset and sad at me and they are helping me so im glad they understand and are their.........
I hope im not going to look at this a week from now and be doing the opiset....
Ive been a idiot and let alcohol and drugs take over my life the last years and im still at the same spot where I was then maybe just a little dumber now ha.
I really have always had a big thing for my music and photography since I was in high school and that was a million years ago and i thought for sure by my age now i would have acomplished something a little decent.
Ive been really sick this last year and have been in the hospital so many times i cant count now from drinking and drugs and i would think i would learn my leason and I feel like im getting closer to learning it.
The last couple days ive been trying very hard to stay away from anything bad im doing good so far. My parents are really upset and sad at me and they are helping me so im glad they understand and are their.........
I hope im not going to look at this a week from now and be doing the opiset....