Today was FUN

[lilo_2005]

Well today I woke up and spent the entire day with my boyfriend. He took me to lunch and we did our thing. He also boxed my cousin which was really funny. Anyway....we went back to his house and we had a blast just spending time together. Me and him talked about the future and stuff and it brought tears to my eyes.I know that I have loved before...but not like this. This love that we share is incredible. We have great sex, great talks, great everythings....and I dont want to loose him. Its like....I found the other half of me and its awesome. Corey....he gives me more faith and more love and more of everything in my life that I is left out. And I dont think I could live without him now. He is that one thing you just are proud of for no reason at all. He is that one thing you wake up in the morning and can't wait to see. That one voice you just love to hear over and over again. I know....deep in my heart that this is real love. Whatever I felt before might have been just a touch of real love but this is deep. Deeper than I have ever felt before and I never want it to end. He is a great boyfriend. And a great friend. He is always there to comfort me and he makes me feel so beautiful...with just one look...i feel beautiful. And thats how it should be. I look at him and see something that i have never seen in any of my other boyfriends. He has this huge heart...full of love and all these emotions....hes never felt before and to be the girl to discover it is more than I could ever ask for. I know he will be a wonderful father and a wonderful husband. He told me so tonight...and just to think....just thinking about my future with him gives me the chills. I never thought I would end up feeling this way about someone but I do....and I love it more than words could ever describe. I love him so much...and I know he loves me too. It freaks me out sometimes to see what kind of guy he is now and what kind of guy he was before. Evan even told me that sooner or later I will be seeing a different corey...and I love the corey I'm seeing now. I loved the Corey I saw before. Well enough of that mushy gushy stuff....as you can see my life is at its damn best right now and well.....asking for anything else would make me selfish i believe. Corey said he wasn't into church much but...if he goes to church with me and likes it...and if we bring god into our lives and our childrens lives...i know that nothing will ever tear us apart. Corey is the one....the one that I believe I am going to be with...I'm not just saying that...I can feel it. Well I guess that is all for now....bye bye and take care....
Love Always,
Lilo...........Corey....Baby...I love you