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i'm taking it as a lesson learned.
and i'm taking it slow. giving it some time and LOTS of thought.
i'm not ready to give it up all up just yet. its better not to make rash decisions when your mind isn't clear.
my judgement is clouded. i think it's worth the wait....the effort.
so that's my decision. i'll fight through it. the way i view things will never be the same again, thats for sure. because i'll always have that inside of me. but i've put too much effort into this relationship to throw it all away now.
i can't say that i'm not still confused.
and i'm taking it slow. giving it some time and LOTS of thought.
i'm not ready to give it up all up just yet. its better not to make rash decisions when your mind isn't clear.
my judgement is clouded. i think it's worth the wait....the effort.
so that's my decision. i'll fight through it. the way i view things will never be the same again, thats for sure. because i'll always have that inside of me. but i've put too much effort into this relationship to throw it all away now.
i can't say that i'm not still confused.