Columbia

[lilniteanngel]

I keep dreaming of Columbia. Sometimes I get in, and sometimes I don't. And when I wake up, the dreams continue. Sometimes I get in and sometimes I don't. Both scenarios have been played out in my mind dozens of times. In the end, I suppose it doesn't really matter. If I get rejected, I will apply again. If I get accepted, I will go now. I'm not

Comments

[cloudevangelion]

betting the farm on it ... maybe disconnect? I don't believe in having my happiness be hostage to something or anything

[aeonianmist]

but life is more fun that way =)

[cloudevangelion]

I am not a fan of suffering.

[aeonianmist]

*shrugs*

[lilniteanngel]

I'm not really betting the farm on it though.
I'd be happy/content either way. I think I'm more stressed/worried than anything. At least I got into UCSD. Worse comes to worse, I have an OPTION.

[cloudevangelion]

just sounded like you were resting your future on the outcome of being accepted there

in any case, U.C.S.D. ... great if you're here to vacation and retire...inconclusive about the rest. great education, don't get me wrong -- just hm, i've been here too long so i'm bias toward attending graduate school here.