I had spoken too soon...
Well, I think I am going to officially boycott Valentine's day now.
I found out on monday that my ex, had been cheating one me... he might have a kid that is 3 months older then our youngest. And from what it looks like now, he was cheating on me the entire time we were together. A friend of ours admitted to having slept with him because he swore up and down that we had broke up (this was while I was pregnant with Gabriel). I even heard that he told people that we had an open relationship, had I known we had an open relationship, there wouldn't ahve been a relationship.
The thing I don't get is, how did he do it so that I had no clue? I shouldn't have missed this, yea sure he bullied me and stuff, but still, I would have thought i would have noticed something was different. I feel like such an idiot. It's like my intelligence has been insulted.
The week just went downhill from there. I need to come up with $120 to get my stuff out of the storage building. Heh, after I get it out i'll probably just leave it with the lock off... whatever I don't want anyone else can help themselves to. I don't know how legal that is though. I also am going to have to convince the proper government office that I really did turn in my paperwork for my child care subsidy 2 weeks ago, I turned it in to their office even... I swear thats the last time I use the drop box. They always seem to find away to send me that we will be terminating your subsidy letter anyway. If nothing else maybe I can convince them to send me another ap, or maybe we can go from the last one that filled out in december, which they only gave me 3 days to get in, and it wasn't even time for me to fill out my paperwork again, its only supposed to be every 6 months.
I really need a vacation. I've been told that I'm going away for my bday in july, even if i have to be kidnapped... I can't say that I wouldn't welcome it at this point.
I found out on monday that my ex, had been cheating one me... he might have a kid that is 3 months older then our youngest. And from what it looks like now, he was cheating on me the entire time we were together. A friend of ours admitted to having slept with him because he swore up and down that we had broke up (this was while I was pregnant with Gabriel). I even heard that he told people that we had an open relationship, had I known we had an open relationship, there wouldn't ahve been a relationship.
The thing I don't get is, how did he do it so that I had no clue? I shouldn't have missed this, yea sure he bullied me and stuff, but still, I would have thought i would have noticed something was different. I feel like such an idiot. It's like my intelligence has been insulted.
The week just went downhill from there. I need to come up with $120 to get my stuff out of the storage building. Heh, after I get it out i'll probably just leave it with the lock off... whatever I don't want anyone else can help themselves to. I don't know how legal that is though. I also am going to have to convince the proper government office that I really did turn in my paperwork for my child care subsidy 2 weeks ago, I turned it in to their office even... I swear thats the last time I use the drop box. They always seem to find away to send me that we will be terminating your subsidy letter anyway. If nothing else maybe I can convince them to send me another ap, or maybe we can go from the last one that filled out in december, which they only gave me 3 days to get in, and it wasn't even time for me to fill out my paperwork again, its only supposed to be every 6 months.
I really need a vacation. I've been told that I'm going away for my bday in july, even if i have to be kidnapped... I can't say that I wouldn't welcome it at this point.