Sep 06, 2004 20:52
Moms been home about an hour.. a little under.. already of been lectured.. yelled at.. and blamed for things i haven't done.. and i'm going to end up arguing with her when she finds out i'm not going to stay here tonight..
school starts wednesday.. i'm nervous as hell.. i really dont know how i'm going to handle this.. no.. i dont know what i'm going to have to handle.. i can handle it all.. i just dont know what its going to be.. or how hard.. ::sigh::
i'm just an emotional wreck right now.. i miss my baby.. i'm mad at my mom.. i want my mom to go back.. my grandma made me feel like shit with the way she looked at me.. i hate feeling like this.. bad day.. bad day.. bad day...
**ashley**
-i love you Onabear-