Dec 04, 2006 18:55
Im procrasinating like no other lol. I have a lot on my mind & Im mentally & physically exhausted. Tonya is trying to start shit cuz Im dating Darryl, haha aint gonna work bitch! He hasnt wanted you in months & you just need to get over it. Be happy for us. I havent talked to him all day. He's at work & I just wonder how pissed he is still. Its gonna be a long 2 days. I really wanna just hold him close, look into his beautiful blue eyes, kiss him & say nothing at all. He went home early last night & now I sorta wish he didnt. We hung out with Mike & Amanda last night. Then after they left we just talked for hours & sorta feel asleep in each others arms. Its the best feeling in the world. Tonya is making me realize how wonderful he really is & I never wanna let go of him. I need to stop thinking. I think Im gonna take a shower & go to sleep a while again.