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Darryl came over last night & actually didnt leave til 5:30am hehehe. I just love being in his arms & him keeping me warm. Poor guy didnt sleep well last night I feel sorta bad about that. He's at work right now (3-to close). I talked to him about 2 before he went to work. On a serious note, I stepped outta my comfort zone last night. We were texted back & forth while he was at work. Then he finally just decided to call me & we talked for a half hour cuz Murray's was dead. I told him I needed a hug cuz I was having a rough day. I told him I would tell him about it when he got here. So I did tell him about Sheana & how worried I was about her. He just held me close while I told him listening intently. He is a really good listener. I dont talk that much though lol. I also told Darryl & Steve but mainly to Darryl about Mumsie health...cuz I went more in depth about it when Steve left about 2:30. It went over well I was surprised. I was so nervous about it. We also talked about 'us'. He's not gonna stop caring cuz of it & everything. He is really supportive & caring. I mean evdentially I must care about him (more than I am letting on) if I already was this open with him. But I can tell him anything. He said he was here for a reason & that he wants to take things close & he is confused. He is the most affectionate person Ive ever been with. The little things you know...he does those little things that most over look. I hate him leaving. I would invite him to stay over instead of him going home when the sun comes up but we're no where near ready for that. I really want this to work out. God direct this 'relationship' & make it pleasing to You!
Im starting to get mad at my parents. Ask me something...dont assume shit. Dad was talking to Tara earlier today about Darryl & how he left when Dad left. 'Darryl must be her boyfriend if he stays over this much.' Is it any of your damn business really? NO! Argh just stay out of it. Tara was even trying to stick up for me. Tara called me after she got off the phone with Daddy. It was funny cuz Daddy just walked in the door when I was on the phone with her. They stress me out. What I tell Tara is different, she is one of my best friends. Mumsie asked me 'is your 'friend' coming over tonight?' I will tell people whats going on when I figure it out & I am ready to.
Well Megan & Amber are coming over soon so I will close.
Im starting to get mad at my parents. Ask me something...dont assume shit. Dad was talking to Tara earlier today about Darryl & how he left when Dad left. 'Darryl must be her boyfriend if he stays over this much.' Is it any of your damn business really? NO! Argh just stay out of it. Tara was even trying to stick up for me. Tara called me after she got off the phone with Daddy. It was funny cuz Daddy just walked in the door when I was on the phone with her. They stress me out. What I tell Tara is different, she is one of my best friends. Mumsie asked me 'is your 'friend' coming over tonight?' I will tell people whats going on when I figure it out & I am ready to.
Well Megan & Amber are coming over soon so I will close.