forewarning its RANDOM
I just woke up. I like this new time change thing. Now when it's an hour ahead I'll complain about it. I keep on having dreams (almost on a daily basis) about Alex & how things used to be. Sorta 'weird' & interesting. Martha came over last night. It was fun as always. I was so tired when she left & it was only 12:30. Martha has me even more nervous about surgery. I decided about this whole 'Nash' thing, the ball is in his court, if he wants to hang out he'll let me know, if not oh well no sweat off my back & I won't feel bad for not calling him. I talked to an old friend Chris yesterday too. Dawn, me, Ryan, & Joe have a bunch of nasty drama going on. Ryan & I are always in the same boat. I miss Kristina. I talked to her yesterday & she was complaining about her Dad WOW was she ever. I think I'm hungry. As soon as Daddy fixes the breaks on the truck we're going to visit G'ma in the rehab nursing home. She gets out Monday, November 6th. Some time today I MUST sit down & restart my mid-term. I want/NEED to get it done by Monday. That is my own personal goal. I NEED motivation. It's time to go later all!