sry
Well yesterday i had a horrible day.... and well i wanted to say im sry to the ppl i might have hurt through my bitchy bitterness....And im really sry for the people who were dragged into my problems...U didnt deserve that and i wish i can change things for u guys....
Anyway..my six years of no one seeing me cry went down the drain yesterday after school...and im sry for that...I was just sooooo upset...i dont kno if i have ever been that upset in my life and well i have had to deal with a lot....I was, idk it was werid i was shaking and soooo god damn hot...then i dont kno what happened..i just broke down and started to cry..and well that just isnt me...Im not even gonna get into details about y that all happened...but i just wanted ppl to kno i was sry..O and dadnielle i kno we havent exactully been getting along this past week...But thanx for being there for me yestday, and thanx to everyone else who was there for me..Im am glad to see tht i do have a few ppl who care enough for me to help me, even if it was one of my so called close friends who started all this shit...agh i am soo stressed out at the moment and well i dont kno what to do...so i think i am gonna end this entry so i dont say anything i may regret...
~Manda