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It has almost been a month since Michael left and things are just very weird for me. It feels like he is a ghost, he made an appearance in my life and has vanished. I call and text him and 99% of my attempts are ignored. If it is one thing that I don't understand about men is their ability to disconnect so easily. How could he spend a year with me, endless nights sleeping next to, talking to me on the daily and then NOTHING. Once again, I am feeling deserted. I for once want to be feel wanted and missed.
I can only move forward with my life. I can only sit here once again and wonder what shall become of this relationship. It is obviously over, and I have come to terms with that but I have not come to terms with how it ended. Nothing ever makes sense to me.
I miss him and still want him.
I can only move forward with my life. I can only sit here once again and wonder what shall become of this relationship. It is obviously over, and I have come to terms with that but I have not come to terms with how it ended. Nothing ever makes sense to me.
I miss him and still want him.