"In other words I love you"
wow life has been so boring and annoying and i cannot wait for school to be over monday and tuesday are going to be the longest days of my life:( my spring break plans are falling apart and it makes me sooo fucking mad i don't want to be here on spring break! i dislike it here i want to be somewhere warm and with family i actually like. im going through this im annoyed with my family and i dont even want to hear them speak phase. haha and look just in time for christmas my bitterness comes back to haunt me. and my karma for this phase is being stuck at home all weekend. yesterday i spent 3 hours with my father shopping for christmas gifts which is the longest i ever seen my father now that i think of it we have this oh hello father, how are you i need money relationship. we dont' ever have real conversations. my mother is going to need 2 sugeries on her hip/back. first she will need a hip replacement at the golden age of 51. then by the time she's done with rehab and can walk normally again she will need to get surgery on her lower back fun stuff. after january things are about to change around here. and i still need to fucking get a liscene why must i suck and fail at life. oh well boo mafucking whoo on my part i guess. anywho i'll stop my bitching and get on with my life and have a drink
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