Oct 20, 2003 16:30
Hello, my name is Jessica. I need a friend, a good pal. Someone I can call and say: Hey, Im pissed off/ crying/ way too hyper. Come over. and then they'll say: Ok! I'll be there in 5. Minutes, not hours, not days, not weeks, not months, not years, Minutes- though i guess i am willing to wait. It sucks how i sit in science and wish i had that person who will "be there in 5" next to me. You may wish for money or a ride, i wish for a friend in my science lesson. they could burn things with me, mix the wrong chemicals, fall over, spill acid with me- its just not as fun doing it alone.
with that said. lay-ahz. wait, no. Laterr. Hi I am jessica and i speak Rrr
Nevermind, because i havent finished. i want a full life, no one has a full life, but its worse to have one, then let it go. LET it go, but no,i didnt let it go. i watched it go, or maybe i didnt realize it was going until one morning i walked outside and logan wasnt coming up the hill on her scooter.
you know sometimes you really need your best friend. the one who you did absolutely crazy shit with and who popped a condom on your bed... yeah that one. well, there they are. if you arent friends right now, they are still there and so willing to listen if you show u really need it. no friend would give up on you after one stupid mistake. would they (cough cough alicia and lauren cough cough) ? thats right, they wouldnt. they would fix it, and take full afvantage of the chances you have my friends. THe phrase "The world is at your fingertips, yes and no. "The world is at your door." is ture. i like that because it is. Also, "hte world is at heathrow." thats also proven true.
so yeah logan, remember mum said you could just land on our doorstep? i'll get a key cut for you.