Sep 23, 2005 03:33
I need to stop being a stupid girl.
It feels good to know that I need to stop. Because my paranoia is stupid. This one's for real.
For once my excuses for you were correct & legitimate.
I like to feel depended upon, appreciated, needed . . .
But I still can't get it out of the back of my mind that I need to be careful. Maybe that's not a bad thing . . .
Kelly ur prolly reading this & wondering what the hell I'm talking about . . . hopefully we can talk tomorrow or sometime this wknd, I have no idea what ur schedule is like, but we'll figure it out, I love u & I miss u ; )
It's past my bedtime again : )