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[lilmunchkingurl]

So I just got off the phone with my mom......I called her because I need money to get my warmups for Poms because we have to have them for competition now (an extra $50 I don't have). While I'm on the phone with her she tells me that her and Jim are probably breaking up......this scares me because I don't know what my mom is going to do....or what I'm going to do for that matter...Jim is the first decent guy my mom has ever been with.....and well he means the world to me. My dad never showed an interest in anything that I did unless it had something to do with horses...which I only did that for him.....I literally had to beg him to come to my softball or lacrosse games (although he never showed up when he said he would).....and I had to beg him to come to my dance recitals......those were the things that really mattered to me in life and he didn't care at all. And my mom's b/f Jim has supported me so much through my Senior year of highschool and my first year at college, he actually cares whether or not I'm happy.....he even said he'd be at my first Poms competition if I wanted him to be. I don't know what I'm gonna do if he leaves. :-(

Oh and on top of all of this my date for the Poms Formal which is this coming friday (Feb. 18th) ditched me...so I'm out a date too right now....aren't I one lucky girl......

<3 Kristina