Apr 30, 2005 21:49
like lately i've really haven't been myself...i've been more conservative and not as hyper and as wild as i used to be...and i can tell that it has effected my friends b/c like last year Me and Payton and Alex A were so hyper and had a great time everyday... and like now i don't put myself out there and like i just hold back... and like ive been trying to let go and be crazy like i really wanna be and do insane stuff like go streking and rolling and running around at like 3 in the morning but then im like what if ppl think im stupid and weird, but then i think well thats me who carse but then i still don't do it... so if you have any advise or comments or whatever go ahead!!
*Sydney*