Jul 01, 2004 11:57
k, so you meet a guy, hang out a few times and he tells u he really likes you. you are so flattered and you like him too! so you flirt a lot and hang out a few times, then out of nowhere, he says "i think we should just be friends." you are crushed, it hurts, u are terrified of another broken heart, so you quickly move on. you two don't speak for a while and then he pops over to your house out of nowhere and he tells u he really likes you. very skeptical of wether he will just dump u again, you still tell him you like him too. this time, things are much better. he comes over all the time, you talk a lot, you hang out. and then you have a perfect date. then what? he stop calling, stop talking and it seems like you don't even exist to him. you ask him what is up, he says he doesn't know. once again, you are faced with the question, "Will i ever fall in love again?"
at first, my biggest fear in life was a broken heart. now that i have experienced that, i know what it is like. now, my biggest fear is never finding happiness or love again. and you know what? YOU are helping this fear become a reality becuase you are so confusing!
ah! i hate guys. well, i hope everyone has better luck than i do.
<3 Carlye <3