Nov 28, 2005 22:31
Well. It's so nice to come back to a whole load of crap.
As always, one person spills one side of the story and the rest of them just keep coming out with a load of angst against the other person.
I'm sorry that I've upset many people, and I'm sorry Daniel that things had to end this way.
But you guys don't seem to realise, that there is always two sides to the story. Okay I've made some mistakes in the past and I am sorry for them, but none of you can say that you're innocent and angelic. That's all bullshit. Judging me because you're hearing a story from an administrator of the forum we all go to is bias and stupid. I'm not going to explain the story because really there is no point.
But I can honestly say that I have a life now. And if you guys are gonna sit on here and angst over what you hear then you're worse than anyone in this whole argument. I can't be bothered with all that you are saying about me. I have people who care about me now. REAL LIFE people. You guys are still sitting on your computers moaning about other peoples business.
I don't need you guys anymore. I've found happiness in where I am. My advice to you is realise that there is a whole bigger world than the internet. Living on it and resting your life upon it will get you nowhere. I'm here because I chose to be, because I got up and made it happen, with the help of Daniel and I thank him that. But all he provided was the accommodation. I got my friends, I made a life for myself. The truth is he's at home all the time, with no social life off the net and he managed to act like I was some sort of gerbil in a cage.
He disliked having my friends around, on that night he had that argument with me he called my mum for support. My mum then told me later on after all this wanting to move business that Daniel told her this.
Daniel: "Nick was in her room.. all night".
Mum: "And?"
Daniel: "She was in there all night too".
Mum: "So?"
Believe it or not Daniel me and Nick didn't actually do anything other than sit and watch movies all night. I'm 19 years old. I'm not a kid and saying to my mum that I had a guy in my room is hardly going to grab her attention for her to tell me off like I'm doing something wrong.
You invited me into your home, I accepted, but I was not something you could control, you may not have realised it but you did manage to scare the living shit out of me some of the time. Which is what drove me to move out. Not the roll incident.
As for the not telling you about moving, my mum and big sister told me not to. They didn't want me to tell you because they were scared of what you'd do. So, I chose to listen to them. If you didn't like it then tell them not me. Yes you had the right to know about it, but only when I'd had somewhere fixed. And I didn't have anywhere fixed until the night I was just about to walk out the door, and you started shouting at me. I was in a rush I didn't want to talk about it then.
Your ways of controlling how I lived didn't help me. It also didn't make my parents feel comfortable that you had to walk into my room every morning to get your work clothes. I had a lot going on in my life at that time which I refuse to talk about, and the way you acted towards me made me feel worse and put a lot of stress on me. I didn't need that, so I chose to move.
As I said I'm sorry for all of this, but there was a legit reason for it. I have my reasons and if people want to be arrogant about the whole situation then fine. But this is the end of it for me. If you can sit there, shoving your noses into other peoples business online, then I'm sorry, but you need to get a life. I've got mine. So leave me out of yours.
In all respect, I hope you have a nice life Daniel and I am thankful for the fact you accommodated me but that was all you did.