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I haven't been this genuinely sleep deprived in a long time. But there is so much to do. And when I lay down to sleep I'm so absorbed with everything hanging over my head still that its hard to get any real rest. Kids, don't get married. I haven't talked to one person who hasn't gotten behind at one point in the planning process. No matter how much time you feel you have or how well you think you are on top of things at one point their will be stress. People say I need to look after myself a bit more. But I know I will be unable to relax until things are more settled. So in order to feel a real respite I need to get shit done.