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[lilmonkeygirl]

i cant even breathe

i feel like im going to be sick

i just want to go home :*(

i dont know that i would have ever been ready, and now i dont know what to do. i should have been ok since it happened two months ago. im not.

maybe i never should have faked being happy or alright. but i didnt really have a choice.

im more scared than i have even been in my entire life.

God help me. i miss him more than even i knew.