Jul 24, 2007 00:35
I have figured it all out. I think I have finally managed to figure out why things have gone so wrong. I have figured out that it isn't me, it is him. I have also figured out that he is seeing the past everyday of his life and he always takes his anger out on me because when he looks at me, he sees the past, don't ask me why! I have figured it all out and I'm no longer in denial. ^___^; Yay me.
I went to Pizza Hut yesterday. It was my cousin's idea. Howie came in there after a run and goes "Hey Tyler, you look great".. You've got to be kidding me. I sucked it all in and was like "what the fuck ever" So I ended up becoming friends with Amanda really fast and helped her out. She will help Tyler get a job when she switches stores. I was like that's cool. So yeah.. Amanda doesn't like Lindsay but Howie loves her because .... they have history, let's say that. I don't really care. I don't care what happens now. I have a lot more to worry about than some grown ass adults who like children.
Other than that, I'm getting a manager job after I graduate from NC. I posted my schedule and I think I just buried myself. It's okay. I'm excited. I got a call from Evansville today and they REALLY want me. I really like IUPUI though. Evansville is only 2500 people, that's less than NC. o.O; Weird. Haha, I don't know. I really don't. I'll pick a school soon enough. Hm, well, I'm done. Nothing else to say. I'm kind of lonely but I'll be fine once school starts again. I'm happy and life is about to get a whole lot better...