Oct 06, 2005 20:24
I called my dad tonight to see if he could talk. He was busy. He's calling me tomorrow night.
I plan on asking him if there is any way Ayden and I could move up there with him.
...Just until I'm done with school and can manage a part-time job along with Grad school.
I just can't live like this anymore. I can't keep sacraficing everything I want just because it makes those around me happy.
I'm leaving. One way or another, I am going to get back home.
I want to get a job in my field, go to school, live independently, work hard and raise my family.
I CAN'T do that here. So many people are holding me back. It's no one's fault but my own, I know, but I still have always tried to do what's best for others.