fuck fuck fuck
so its 3 am and my boyfriend is still not home....
what a fucking day...
I felt like shit when I was at work. When I get off work, I go to pay for gas and find out that I have been missing my drivers license and check card... and have no idea where it is at! I call geof a million times to see if he has seen it and i get no answer. Half way home, he finally calls me back telling me he is at some stupid deli/ bar. Did I know he was going? No! He sent me two messages saying he tried to get me to come..( good one asshole!) and "fuck it, I didnt do anything wrong". This pretty much sums up our relationship. I am soo sick of this shit hole and I am soo sick of this town. This only made me make my decision much easier and now I know what I need to do. FUck u and ur selfishness. Fuck u for not caring that I stayed up till 3 am worrying about u. Fuck u and ur drunk ass friends who tried to make things better but really pissed me off more. FUck u for making me believe u really love me and care for me. I have realized many things tonight and I dont give a fuck anymore. I think it is time for me to go back to atlanta where at least i have my family . I have no where to go here, and of course I am the only one here in the middle of no where but dont worry about me. I fucking hate u ! I dropped my whole life to be with u and this is how u repay me! I am working 2 jobs and still not making enough money not to be stressed... i work soo many damn hours just so i can see u every night and u dont even appreciate that! I hope ur slick ass move tonight was worth me and our relationship. I really do! fuck u!
what a fucking day...
I felt like shit when I was at work. When I get off work, I go to pay for gas and find out that I have been missing my drivers license and check card... and have no idea where it is at! I call geof a million times to see if he has seen it and i get no answer. Half way home, he finally calls me back telling me he is at some stupid deli/ bar. Did I know he was going? No! He sent me two messages saying he tried to get me to come..( good one asshole!) and "fuck it, I didnt do anything wrong". This pretty much sums up our relationship. I am soo sick of this shit hole and I am soo sick of this town. This only made me make my decision much easier and now I know what I need to do. FUck u and ur selfishness. Fuck u for not caring that I stayed up till 3 am worrying about u. Fuck u and ur drunk ass friends who tried to make things better but really pissed me off more. FUck u for making me believe u really love me and care for me. I have realized many things tonight and I dont give a fuck anymore. I think it is time for me to go back to atlanta where at least i have my family . I have no where to go here, and of course I am the only one here in the middle of no where but dont worry about me. I fucking hate u ! I dropped my whole life to be with u and this is how u repay me! I am working 2 jobs and still not making enough money not to be stressed... i work soo many damn hours just so i can see u every night and u dont even appreciate that! I hope ur slick ass move tonight was worth me and our relationship. I really do! fuck u!