im stuck inside of this rut ive fallen into by mistake...and im begging you to be my escape
Its been forever and a day since my last updation, but what can i say...im a busy kid.
Honestly, i cant remember all that i did this weekend so i will just recap on the bigger things. Friday night i saw boogeyman with the movie crew. Im not gonna lie, this movie was creepy as shit...until the end. They showed the monster and it just ruined the whole movie...and the ending sucked anyway. Saturday was spent with d and stump. We watched Napoleon Dynamite and then hit up some party with this kid named chris. It was good times, but i wasnt allowed to drink more then one beer because i had to drive home. Also, i couldnt stay out late because i had work the next day.
Thats right kids...i worked at the marina with court this sunday. As weird as this sounds...it was good being back. I kinda miss being there. I dont know how to explain it... but it just felt comforting working there again...and i got money...so that was awesome too. Hey, us poor college kids need any money we can get. After work i came back and did endless hours of homework...good times.
Monday was normal ol' classes all freakin day long. Then i watched some movie with kel while doing design homework, but i cant remember what the movie was called. Yeah, it wasnt that great as you can see...lol. That brings me to today. I had design in the morning, where we watched spirited away. Dont ask me why we watched a movie, mr. k said the artistic work is amazing...but i didnt see it. Honestly, i was too tired to actually enjoy the movie...it could have been an awesome flick, but it was too early in the morning to actually grasp everything that was taking place, and we were able to see the ending because class ended so that might have changed my mind too. After class i headed home to get a hair cut...finally! I asked my stylist to take an inch off the bottom because i really liked my hair being long and i also wanted her to put layers in it. Well she ended up cutting 3 inches off and not putting lyaers into it...because she said it looked better without the layers. So my hair isnt short by any means...its actually still long, its just so much shorter then i wanted it to be. Anyways, afterwards i went home and worked on drawing homework for a bit, but then got bored with that so i watched Garden State, which is an amazing movie...if you havent seen it, go see it now! yes, right now! I bought that movie and The Notebook today because i was in the mood to spend. So after the movie i talked to my mom a bit about the whole me going away on a cruise with kellie idea and she just wasnt having it. I understand her reasoning about the money, so im not mad...even though i acted like a bitch about it.
Now this is gonna sound really weird and is probably gonna be confusing, but for some reason i cant seem to be nice to my mom. I love her with all ym heart, its just that whenever i go home i get into the worst mood and i just scream at everyone of my family members. And it can be about nothing in particular...they will just piss me off and i will scream. Like tonight when i grabbed my coat to leave my lighter fell out of my coat and she gave me a look. And i quickly said...its not my lighter, its court's. I said that i was holding it for her on sunday when we worked together and i forgot to give it back. And my mom said...ok. And i got all pissed off and told her to check my coat and my purse for cigarettes because she wasnt going to find any...and she said, ok i believe you. its you're life. and i got all pissed off and slammed out the door. I mean its not like i am going around smoking all the time like i think she believes i am doing. but what really made me feel like shit was that she came out with my portfolio and said i had left it in the house. then she gave me a hug and said she loved me. and i dont know why i am so ignorant to her, because she does so much for me and she loves me so much. i have no reason to treat her the way i do, but it just happens. and i try not to be so ignorant and mean...i dunno.
anyways, sorry about that...lol. after i left the house i picked up karen and then met the '4' crew for dinner at pizza hut. we always have good times there. unfortunatly heather couldnt make it, but she said to call her the next time we all meet up. her and i have been saying we need to get together for a while, but it just never happens. lol..but i guess this is normal with old highschool friends. so after dinner i came back to the dorm and played with our new pets for a while...hehe...then i did buttloads of homework. now i think im gonna head off to bed cause im pretty tired.
Honestly, i cant remember all that i did this weekend so i will just recap on the bigger things. Friday night i saw boogeyman with the movie crew. Im not gonna lie, this movie was creepy as shit...until the end. They showed the monster and it just ruined the whole movie...and the ending sucked anyway. Saturday was spent with d and stump. We watched Napoleon Dynamite and then hit up some party with this kid named chris. It was good times, but i wasnt allowed to drink more then one beer because i had to drive home. Also, i couldnt stay out late because i had work the next day.
Thats right kids...i worked at the marina with court this sunday. As weird as this sounds...it was good being back. I kinda miss being there. I dont know how to explain it... but it just felt comforting working there again...and i got money...so that was awesome too. Hey, us poor college kids need any money we can get. After work i came back and did endless hours of homework...good times.
Monday was normal ol' classes all freakin day long. Then i watched some movie with kel while doing design homework, but i cant remember what the movie was called. Yeah, it wasnt that great as you can see...lol. That brings me to today. I had design in the morning, where we watched spirited away. Dont ask me why we watched a movie, mr. k said the artistic work is amazing...but i didnt see it. Honestly, i was too tired to actually enjoy the movie...it could have been an awesome flick, but it was too early in the morning to actually grasp everything that was taking place, and we were able to see the ending because class ended so that might have changed my mind too. After class i headed home to get a hair cut...finally! I asked my stylist to take an inch off the bottom because i really liked my hair being long and i also wanted her to put layers in it. Well she ended up cutting 3 inches off and not putting lyaers into it...because she said it looked better without the layers. So my hair isnt short by any means...its actually still long, its just so much shorter then i wanted it to be. Anyways, afterwards i went home and worked on drawing homework for a bit, but then got bored with that so i watched Garden State, which is an amazing movie...if you havent seen it, go see it now! yes, right now! I bought that movie and The Notebook today because i was in the mood to spend. So after the movie i talked to my mom a bit about the whole me going away on a cruise with kellie idea and she just wasnt having it. I understand her reasoning about the money, so im not mad...even though i acted like a bitch about it.
Now this is gonna sound really weird and is probably gonna be confusing, but for some reason i cant seem to be nice to my mom. I love her with all ym heart, its just that whenever i go home i get into the worst mood and i just scream at everyone of my family members. And it can be about nothing in particular...they will just piss me off and i will scream. Like tonight when i grabbed my coat to leave my lighter fell out of my coat and she gave me a look. And i quickly said...its not my lighter, its court's. I said that i was holding it for her on sunday when we worked together and i forgot to give it back. And my mom said...ok. And i got all pissed off and told her to check my coat and my purse for cigarettes because she wasnt going to find any...and she said, ok i believe you. its you're life. and i got all pissed off and slammed out the door. I mean its not like i am going around smoking all the time like i think she believes i am doing. but what really made me feel like shit was that she came out with my portfolio and said i had left it in the house. then she gave me a hug and said she loved me. and i dont know why i am so ignorant to her, because she does so much for me and she loves me so much. i have no reason to treat her the way i do, but it just happens. and i try not to be so ignorant and mean...i dunno.
anyways, sorry about that...lol. after i left the house i picked up karen and then met the '4' crew for dinner at pizza hut. we always have good times there. unfortunatly heather couldnt make it, but she said to call her the next time we all meet up. her and i have been saying we need to get together for a while, but it just never happens. lol..but i guess this is normal with old highschool friends. so after dinner i came back to the dorm and played with our new pets for a while...hehe...then i did buttloads of homework. now i think im gonna head off to bed cause im pretty tired.