where did i go wrong
goodness me my emotions are all screwed up right now.
one moment i'm happy next i'm mad and then i'm crying.. its like sometimes i'm fine with him and others i cant look at him because i dont want him to look in my eyes and see behind my smile behind my laughing that i'm really crying on the inside.
i'm not ready to be friends. but i'm not willing to give up the friends i've made while being with him. its hard .. i wanna go over there not to see him but to see dawn .. but i dont want to see him and think about everything..
i know i'll be okay.. this isnt the 1st time this has happened and i wont be the last...
sad to say it wont be the last
one moment i'm happy next i'm mad and then i'm crying.. its like sometimes i'm fine with him and others i cant look at him because i dont want him to look in my eyes and see behind my smile behind my laughing that i'm really crying on the inside.
i'm not ready to be friends. but i'm not willing to give up the friends i've made while being with him. its hard .. i wanna go over there not to see him but to see dawn .. but i dont want to see him and think about everything..
i know i'll be okay.. this isnt the 1st time this has happened and i wont be the last...
sad to say it wont be the last