Where do i go for help?

[lilmiztyty]

Ok this is just everything coming out on paper cause i have not many friends to talk to about this. Its the only 1st week of school and im already sick from school, work, and being very stressed. I know im not going to be able to take 8 classes and work at the sametime. Im very afraid that im going to have to give in and ask my dad to help me, but i dont want to. So i know what to do? Im very sad right now. Im very stressed. All i wanted to do my senior year was go to school, get good grades, and have fun but because of my father i cant. Im paying for his mistakes in life. I know im going to get yelled at by my sister saying yess you can do this but lauren i really dont know if i can and the only thing thats pushing me is having so much hate for daddy. I dont know where to turn? Im very scared. Im also scared that in may ill be walking across without my diploma and just with my certicate of completion and thats not fair. what to do?

Im going in the shower now.

peace