Time for a update shall we?

Jul 30, 2006 10:00

wow its been like 20 years sence i have updated everyone on my life!

so i need to let some steam off and i thought that this would be a good idea.

well sence the last time i wrote in here was like in december when we were still in school.
we are out now.

i have a job at a coney place. ( novi road and 14 mile.)
its ok.
i make money. and im a waitress. have been doing it for about 6 mounths now.
bills pilling up. you kno the whole thing.
so i got a job thinking that my dad would be happy. maybe lay off a little sence i got one and im older now and im tring to take responicblity for all my bills.
i work so much its unbelevable. my whole summer has gone down the drain.
and i hate it. it makes me so depressed everytime i think about it.
after i pay for 1 bill and think im good for a while to do something. WRONG! i cant i have another one that is right after the other.
i had so many plains this summer that i had to cancle.
yeha my summer has been good to me the days that i have had off. but still i wanted more!
not only that but like i just cant get the stress to leave.
i just wish that money would fall from the sky and give me a break
im only 17!
things dont come easy for you when you work at a coney island.
yeah some night you walk out with a good 70 bucks
some night only 20
theres nothing you can do about that.
im just worried about everything right now.
its my senior year now.
am i going to be able to enjoy it?
every day my dad tells me about my bills!
not one night has gone by and he has told me
and it makes me sad and depressed that i dont have the money to give to him.
i was suppose to go to cali with emily
i couldnt. i have to work and pay for so much stuff.
my summer goal is to get around 1000 dollars to pay for alot of stuff so then he can get off my back
im for real stressed out to my limit.

not only that but i need another job badly.
im not making that much here and i need alot.
so if someone knows about a job for me hook it up. please

some days i feel like a bad daughter.
and then somedays its like watever.
i dont ever stay home now. maybe like 1 time a week. if that.
because when i do its just stress like crazy.

well this week i have 5 doubles. so hopefully i will bring in some money.

I PRAY!

thats about it so far.

ill keep you more updated now. promisee!
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